"Im in my own little world
But people up here know me"
Though I freeze while going shopping, by the big shops, more than requirement, around you, too much to choose. I saw it and picked it up, because I knew that was so me....And obviously people who saw that, went ye so u..
But when it comes to life choices, why is it so hard to just go and get things what you want. Even when I froze in a shop, I knew what was for me in there... and ye I would always pick a shop where which fits my pocket and my choice, so in my boundaries I picked what I wanted..... But in life though I limit myself to circumstances and people similar to me, why is it so hard to just go after what I want...to speak, to do, to have and to cherish.
I guess I forgot one thing, in a shop, the things I go pick up are lifeless, but life choices involve people who are just like you, who have reflexes, emotions and an own mind. When two people have to make decisions on a same thing, wave lenghts dont match and its not as simple as inanimate objects.
But though life choices and outcomes may not always be as you want it to be, it doesnt stop it from moving on, crumbling into a shell never works, isolation is a disaster, but being with people who know you makes things different, you see something you dont see when you are in your shell, options knowing if one doesnt work out, there are a lot of options out there.
Working your head off in office might not be a new thing, but even in that mess, life teaches you to take a break, playing cricket with a 20cm bat and smiley ball, this wouldnt happen if you get stuck in a shell. Even when it hurts looking at things, to smile reminding yourself of options ,is hard, but it shows that you have overcome your weakness.. and you give that sarcastic smile to let it know, your not the end of life.
It doesnt come overnight but in the process of growing up!!
It may hurt, but its life and you will enjoy it, and that makes life a bliss :)
This is my little world too!! it works my way too
