Friday, June 3, 2011

Confined within four walls during the monsoons..... in coconut land :)

Confined within four walls.

Under normal circumstances, work gets over and my day starts.... yipeeeeee eat some exotic food, since a fire extinguisher would be required close, due to my awesome culinary skills....a nice thoughtful walk back home, continued by a movie marathon or finishing a book... sleep extra late wake up extra late and then its all a blur until I reach office, usually later than my normal timings... then ur brain just goes KABOOM... u turn into just another machine out there.. until food wakes you up.. so basically food is what drives you.... and then tea time... Basically there was something to drive me..either being a machine, food or crazy company.

At home, there'z a routine not that i keep it all the time, but yeah you abide by the rules... even though you don't follow it right to the square. But then its the monsoon out here... rainy seasons at times get you depressed because you are confined within four walls... ye it is the depressing season.... and the fact that you have nothing to drive you doesn't help either.... but then every coin has 2 faces... so sitting with a steaming cup of coffee which mom brought and gave.....snuggled on the couch in my favorite blankie staring outta the window... with a shelf of books at my hands reach... and the remote of the TV, food being brought to my hand ... with all the things i love at hands reach.....out the window i can see big drops of water pouring down the dark sky..on little kids with colorful umbrellas running through the puddles.... the elders trying to control the kids splashing and dirtying the new school uniforms... the hustle and bustle of the vehicles...the trees with a new aura, the rain washing the dust away.. swaying to the rock n roll of the wind ..... the mangoes which still lasted from the summer season.... falling with like thuds of thunder.... and lightning brushing beautiful streaks through the dark sky.... and me just watching all this in peace.....no rush no hurry just peace..

But then the other side of coin pops up

The world around me is moving and I am just still .. almost as if my world just switched off.. staring into others..... enjoying the scene next to me but depressed that I just switched off mine.......

But then you hear a familiar voice saying, common you've got things to finish, move "sleeping beauty".. you realize your life is just on pause.. not switched off.. so.. time to get onto the play button ;) till then its rest.. enjoyyyyment... hehe

Its nice a coin has 2 faces... or otherwise ud be ye in a mess.. as long there are 2 faces... its cool