Technically morning at the office or in terms of the Indian Standard Time noon at office is boring unless your tail is on fire that you hardly notice time passing by, music is one way to ease your nerves either when its on fire or lazily whiling away time.
Listening to one of my favourite tracks Now we are free-Enya, the gladiator theme song, to now I don't know which language it is in. In an effort to understand the ramblings I always loved listening to.. I checked the lyrics out, apparently it is about freedom, well what was I to expect I kissed a girl and hope my boyfriend didnt mind it(katie perry) or the club cant handle me(usher), well thats what you expect if dont catch up on sleep proper your mind wanders places you've no clue off..
This is part of the lyrics which caught my imagination
We regret our sins
but we sew our own fate and
under my face I remain feeble
under my face I smile
even alone/afraid
under my face I will be waiting
Run with me now soldier of Rome
Run and play in the fields with ponies
I still dont understand how we all come to the conclusion that what we did was bad(At times), whichever scale we are measuring on(religious scale/concious/free mind etc) we know that we follow a particular scale but only after we do what we do, FLASH.. we did wrong and regret seems to be a constant quotient, to which we react differently some have reminders and some just leave a zero behind to hurt or not to hurt.
And then we start sewing our own fate in regret, thinking its all bad just becuase of regret, when fate is not something hard cored into our lives, fate is a result of our choices in life and to make life easier there are just two choices in life Yes or No.. being that easy we scramble in choosing our own choices and sometimes finding it hard even to stick to the choices we made and then in between there we are complaining about others making decisions for you...
In all right and non-regretful choices of life we still are feeble in way even we are not aware of, however strong we might think we might be.
we have to smile like it or not...... even when we are strong and even when we are alone and afraid, waiting for the charming young prince to sweep you off your fate
(For guys I dont know what equals a charming young price, to sweep you off all your troubles). The point here is for someone or something to just get you off where you are and take you some place happy, and at times there are people/stuff to help you out of the pithole still you wait just because of you lovely companion confusion...
and still dream for something like the soldiers of Rome to run with you, like they have no better work to do... or to run with the ponies.. like humans were fast enough on thier feet to race ponies....
and give lame excuses like this is not what people/person wanted in life, like you knew better what was better for them... when you dont know what is better for you...
but still they will be part of life rather in every step you take...and hope life treats them kind.. and hope they will have all they dreamed off.. wishing them joy and above all this wishing them luck...
Life is not always about US or I its about others too... I dont know how often it is I or others though.. so need to be careful about choices..... regretting our own sin hurts bad enough.. but when it hurts others.. its even worse....So careful choices, atleast the effort to.. then we can say Now we are free....
