So there I stand, waiting for you, all alone
I don’t see people moving
But I do see the shadows passing by
I see the memories gone by, right before me
But it was just a day gone by
With no record of occurrence
Is this just a dream or a memory I want so much
Or is this reality
Are you there for me, or are you just a shadow
passing by
You never allow yourself to be imprinted in my memories
But you do want to be close to me,
And I see that in your eyes…
But you shy away, as though I never existed
When you see the world
So please stop playing games
And tell me the truth
I want to see reality
Though it may be joy that I feel or pain that I endure
I do want to see through the opaqueness of your being
There I stand, at the crossroads of life
Waiting for an answer, longed for
But I’d never be sure for now
Are you the one I was waiting for..
Monday, April 26, 2010
Thursday, April 8, 2010
Dont knw wat to name it as.. Mr. Moon...
As the sun fades into the horizon
Though it seems like all faith is gone
To see the light again
The moon slowly thrives into the dark blue sky
With the stars twinkling in the night sky
As though it was singing to the onset of the moon
Maybe the sun is not here in all its glory
To beat on you, to cheer you up
Still I have my soft, soothening light
You wont trip in the dark
There is enough light for you to see...
I wont scorch you, but i promise, you will see..
Sometimes in life, rather most times
We wish for the sun
But mostly its the moon, who comes out for us
We wish for the radiant, bright, majestic sun
But likely its the creeping moon behind the majestic sun
which gives us light,
the soothening, soft, light enough to see
when you are trampling in the dark
There maybe the land of the rising sun
where pride of the race stands tall
and the land of the setting sun
where the dreams of hard working men come true
But there is also the land of the moon ....
Always cherishing to bring rest and peace
from the hustle and bustle of life...
Though it seems like all faith is gone
To see the light again
The moon slowly thrives into the dark blue sky
With the stars twinkling in the night sky
As though it was singing to the onset of the moon
Maybe the sun is not here in all its glory
To beat on you, to cheer you up
Still I have my soft, soothening light
You wont trip in the dark
There is enough light for you to see...
I wont scorch you, but i promise, you will see..
Sometimes in life, rather most times
We wish for the sun
But mostly its the moon, who comes out for us
We wish for the radiant, bright, majestic sun
But likely its the creeping moon behind the majestic sun
which gives us light,
the soothening, soft, light enough to see
when you are trampling in the dark
There maybe the land of the rising sun
where pride of the race stands tall
and the land of the setting sun
where the dreams of hard working men come true
But there is also the land of the moon ....
Always cherishing to bring rest and peace
from the hustle and bustle of life...
Tuesday, April 6, 2010
SPRING, SUMMER, FALL, WINTER...AND SPRING
And when spring went away..
the squirrel stared into the horizon
which seemed so far yet so near
At times the distance dont matter
its about how far it is in your imagination
which makes it near yet so far...
Yes there were nuts to survive the year
through its ups and downs
But the feeling that spring aint there
broke the lil onez heart...
It felt spring was so near n dear
it would never part...
the cool breeze blowing...
the trees in full blossom
the birds chirping
the happy sounds which we thought would never disappear
but reality could never be overwritten
truth would never change
the squirrel had fallen in love with spring
and all that spring brought with it..
But the squirrel was just an animal...
and spring was just a season...
they could never be together..
how much ever they wanted...
some even thought the season did not have a heart
even the squirrel did not know..
but it longed it had a heart..
just a lie to make believe...
spring was gone....
summer came...autumn .. and winter
the squirrel realized
seasons just come ... and how much ever they loved to stay
they had to go...coz that was how it was..
which never could be changed or re-written
the squirrel was the one
who could change how it felt
to enjoy every season
to bid good-bye
and wait for them to come again
to cherish every moment again
the squirrel stared into the horizon
which seemed so far yet so near
At times the distance dont matter
its about how far it is in your imagination
which makes it near yet so far...
Yes there were nuts to survive the year
through its ups and downs
But the feeling that spring aint there
broke the lil onez heart...
It felt spring was so near n dear
it would never part...
the cool breeze blowing...
the trees in full blossom
the birds chirping
the happy sounds which we thought would never disappear
but reality could never be overwritten
truth would never change
the squirrel had fallen in love with spring
and all that spring brought with it..
But the squirrel was just an animal...
and spring was just a season...
they could never be together..
how much ever they wanted...
some even thought the season did not have a heart
even the squirrel did not know..
but it longed it had a heart..
just a lie to make believe...
spring was gone....
summer came...autumn .. and winter
the squirrel realized
seasons just come ... and how much ever they loved to stay
they had to go...coz that was how it was..
which never could be changed or re-written
the squirrel was the one
who could change how it felt
to enjoy every season
to bid good-bye
and wait for them to come again
to cherish every moment again
Monday, April 5, 2010
TO the lil lady ....
Opening your eyes
to see the water which flows smoothly caressing the pebbles in its way
Fields of paddy spread far and wide..swaying to the chirping of the lil birds
the cocks crowing from the braches above the lil houses
waking one special little old lady from her sleep
moving straight into the kitchen she cleans the oven... with a little prayer
she starts to cook for the family, for her grand kid
and in all she does she adds a tint of her love she saves the whole year
for her grand kid.. and to see and hold her.
To tell her how much she loved,
how much she wanted to be close though it could never be reality
Never once has she told it out
but every action she did pointed so strongly that she loved her a lot
and this lil kid watched her grandma... working so hard even in her old age
sacrificing a lot for the ones she loved
giving the best that she could...
made a decision that once she had grown.. and earned she would come and live with her
precious little grandma.. and help her, be with her. .and maybe someday be her
but as years passed by .. winter came to steal grandma away
the child didn't know ... grandma was leaving her...
and one night grandma called her onto the bed she lay.... when winter was so close....
taking her into the world which none of us could go
and gave her a warm hug .. the one she gave.. so many years ago when the child was just a baby
letting her know she was there.. even when no one else was there
and winter took her away
but the child still remembers her lil lady....
when things don't go smooth, she think of that beautiful warm hug...
and know its alright..and makes her open her eyes to the water which flows smoothly caressing the pebbles in its way
Fields of paddy spread far and wide..swaying to the chirping of the lil birds.....
and the cycle of life continues...
and someday the Lil gal would become that grandma..
how beautiful, how magnificent is the cycle of life
though no man is ever remembered long
they do leave their legacy, their seed in some special life which will make them move on
and do the same...to some other special life
so is the the circle of life
beautiful as it is mained by things we never understand
is lIFE...
to see the water which flows smoothly caressing the pebbles in its way
Fields of paddy spread far and wide..swaying to the chirping of the lil birds
the cocks crowing from the braches above the lil houses
waking one special little old lady from her sleep
moving straight into the kitchen she cleans the oven... with a little prayer
she starts to cook for the family, for her grand kid
and in all she does she adds a tint of her love she saves the whole year
for her grand kid.. and to see and hold her.
To tell her how much she loved,
how much she wanted to be close though it could never be reality
Never once has she told it out
but every action she did pointed so strongly that she loved her a lot
and this lil kid watched her grandma... working so hard even in her old age
sacrificing a lot for the ones she loved
giving the best that she could...
made a decision that once she had grown.. and earned she would come and live with her
precious little grandma.. and help her, be with her. .and maybe someday be her
but as years passed by .. winter came to steal grandma away
the child didn't know ... grandma was leaving her...
and one night grandma called her onto the bed she lay.... when winter was so close....
taking her into the world which none of us could go
and gave her a warm hug .. the one she gave.. so many years ago when the child was just a baby
letting her know she was there.. even when no one else was there
and winter took her away
but the child still remembers her lil lady....
when things don't go smooth, she think of that beautiful warm hug...
and know its alright..and makes her open her eyes to the water which flows smoothly caressing the pebbles in its way
Fields of paddy spread far and wide..swaying to the chirping of the lil birds.....
and the cycle of life continues...
and someday the Lil gal would become that grandma..
how beautiful, how magnificent is the cycle of life
though no man is ever remembered long
they do leave their legacy, their seed in some special life which will make them move on
and do the same...to some other special life
so is the the circle of life
beautiful as it is mained by things we never understand
is lIFE...
Saturday, March 13, 2010
being happy
being happy
seemed so far off
until people walks into your life
different as they are
far off as they are
the thought that u r wanted
the feeling tat u r part of em
is so exciting
it gives u reasons in life
tat u never realized
were there
to be happy
Friday, March 12, 2010
To somebody
she loves bows
she loves frills
and worst of all she loves "PINK"
she's got a whirlpool on her face
frilled with maggie noodles around
shez as white as a vampire would get
and food is just so much of an allergy
She cries when she hurts
Tears come down as pearls would roll on marble
shez the fragile this side up
but shez my doll
Met her in kindergarden
too much of a person ud wanna go next to
but shez the only one
i whine with no restrictions
she maybe a lot to all
but shez my handful... :)
she loves frills
and worst of all she loves "PINK"
she's got a whirlpool on her face
frilled with maggie noodles around
shez as white as a vampire would get
and food is just so much of an allergy
She cries when she hurts
Tears come down as pearls would roll on marble
shez the fragile this side up
but shez my doll
Met her in kindergarden
too much of a person ud wanna go next to
but shez the only one
i whine with no restrictions
she maybe a lot to all
but shez my handful... :)
Wednesday, February 17, 2010
not being where i am :D
well .. where do i start.. my head was gettin all cramped with clutter so i wanted to get away from things i know of being me
the usual...
n i thought n thought n thought..
wat comes up in my head nothing.. coz my head had a major breakdown...so on normal basis .. for rebooting of my brain i bug
this frnd of mine .. who pushed my bag off the desk in kindergarden... apparently i didnt feel i could repay her enough for
wat she did to me in kindergarden... thru the phone.. so i decided to go to her place and then eat her brain.. which seem
more appeasing to me at that time...
scenario: my brain crashed -> rebooting was hard thru the telephone -> so went to repay my frnd in person.
being the brainy tat i was i forgot to take my brain to help the rebooting process...
but then gettin there made me realize id need a new brain...
anyway the process was fun..
so this is my description of me being away from where i am...
ppl can be addictive when u knw them for quiet a while.. but met a bunch of entertainment channels in themselves... who i
know for maybe 120 hrs in my total life.. maybe a few had a lil less and a few a lil more... they changed the definition of u
being addicted to frnds...
for sometime during my trip there.. i just sat staring.. at these entertainment channels...
to start the description about ppl..
whom did i meet..
a grizzly bear, palli.. who definetly didnt look like one... , bittin seeemed to be a hobby.. for another.. and not to
mention ph.d's in certain spheres of life... or some degree which was even more greater than ph.d's... i recieved so called
enlightment.. which is still hard for me to digest... a lovely looking valentine... who was more like i cud play with a lil
doggie... gola.. which was more like a golam of fire... high impact.. person.. her sweet adorable sis... a physics bujji..
who cud explain physics to any physics hater like something they love for ex: for me football... a tintumol.. who luked real
cute..and oh ye.. my sweetheart from school.. who is mere skin n bones.. food seemed to be allergic :P
so the thing wat i enjoyed the most of being there was not tat i got to see places.. but being with this obnoxiously
different crowd.. and see them move around...
SO the thing was this bunch of ppl considered thier office more like a place where u go when ur bored.. me in there was like
a kid in a playground.. there was a massage chair which cramped my legs.. and made me tickle... there was free food where
ever you looked...most of all free 'Melody chocos' he he.. i just luv it.. and the rest of the free stuff.. most importantly
the a portion of the floor was decorated with foot ball clubs posters.. and all those stuff.. :O how cool is tat .. working
in between things we luv unlike me who has to stare at a computer.. even when im not even looking or thinking bout wats in
front me.. and i do tat coz the scenery around me aint tat gud... old bald headed ppl starting at Black n green screeen.. not
a single gud lukin person to mouthlook at .. anyway never mind tat...
so the point is.. the office is a play ground.. they even have fluffy bathtowels.. which i didnt get to see :( crap..
so we spend the day there.. and i made my own lunch..which was a total disaster... the water in the maggie was way too more..
i had to strain the water out.. and my sandwich tasted like burnt bread... crap.. im bad at makin even a maggie sigh..
anyway but then hershey's chocolate came to my rescue.... actually no.. i ate his sandwich..being with this bunch teaches u
never to be prim n proper .. nice na.. n they even didnt stop me from singing in my forg voice hehe... n i fell in luv with
the juicie butter and sugar potion
.. after all hershey's chocolate.. made it.wat cud ye expect.. but he promised me chocolate sandwich.. but there was no
chocolate in sight.. :'( next time for sure i need chocolate.....
so i had my lovely lunch... and walked with my left overs to the wash room which i didnt knw where... ok never mind i
understood my brain so hideous tat it didnt knw the difference b\w right and left...:P
So then moving on to the bestest part of being there...
was hershey's treasure hunt and lovely lukin valentine's bday\valentine's special time...
so on saturday... we went go-carting and laser blah.. stuff...so before tat the plan was yet to be laid..
the thing is these ppl r very spotaneous u knw... no plans.. no timelines.. just instinct.. which is nice... rather than
feeling ur stuck in a boarding school with timings to eat\sleep\live..
and the best part of being them is.. the brain works in one way... but they go in the totally opposite directions.. and guess
wat.. tat must be total chaos in normal circumstances. but somehow both thier brains n person meet someplace which i dont knw
where.. and the end result= total too much fun...by the way my school sweetheart is more of mommy\HR department package
hehe... and palli joins the club.. very easily...they kept doin the plannings.so miss.hr dept., miss.valentine and me go to
this place called inorbit to get the phone.. 'inorbit' sounds more like jetsons world... :P .hr dept did all the talking..
and told me there was a couch... i totally didnt want to even stand coz i was all sleepy ....eepy.. so clumsy as i was .. i
was sleepin in a mall... instead of muthluking . well there werent many to be honesy...on a couch in front of the LCD plasma
screens.....and we were back.. im sleepy now... where am i now?? so many details to be specified.. its too much for me to put
down re..
ok main events of saturday..
i went go-carting.. got out of it without any damage at all to myself. in one piece.. being the accident prone one.. and
getting out without any injuries.. awesome re..and then....we went for the paint balling thing...instead of paint it was
lazer.....no comments on tat though...
this i have to say though.. once the treasure hunt was done.. and the 5233 was in somebody's hand...expression priceless...
valentine's\bday party gal.: luked real nice in black.. chocolate smothered face...almost tearie eyes... oh.. god it was nice..re...
im sleepy rite now.. wud luv to... write more.. and my head s gone blank so no use will write later.. when my brain is back..
but i knw this i miss..
1. grizzly: fur, and imitating funny accents
2. Hershey's: everday during lunch i miss those butter n sugar juicie.. sandwiches. rt now.. a boat can sail in my mouth...
3. i hated physics coz i never understood.. wish i cud study or atleast think of it again.. n i miss the guy who can coz u to luv the subject
4. i miss playin doggie.. with my valentine...
5. i cant ask questions to tintumol :(
6. gola's bubbliness.. her mom's fud.. fish fry specially.. n ye her gr8 danes.. who i wudnt want to get close to for the fear of being eaten by them... scooby doo ..shud be before them...
7. not being able to eat hr's brains in person...
and oh ye.. how cud i forget this part.. i met this human who cud'nt differnciate..aah nevermind.. anyway everlasting impression..... n unforgettable expression.. im human therez only so much i can take..
ok one thing i dont have to miss.. coz the palliness\balliness.. is at reachable distance lol...
I miss being there... :( but ye.. therez always another time.. so till my brain continues to wrk its so long from me to me...
never had so much fun...been
and a new word just entered my vocabulary "WEEKEND HANGOVER"
the usual...
n i thought n thought n thought..
wat comes up in my head nothing.. coz my head had a major breakdown...so on normal basis .. for rebooting of my brain i bug
this frnd of mine .. who pushed my bag off the desk in kindergarden... apparently i didnt feel i could repay her enough for
wat she did to me in kindergarden... thru the phone.. so i decided to go to her place and then eat her brain.. which seem
more appeasing to me at that time...
scenario: my brain crashed -> rebooting was hard thru the telephone -> so went to repay my frnd in person.
being the brainy tat i was i forgot to take my brain to help the rebooting process...
but then gettin there made me realize id need a new brain...
anyway the process was fun..
so this is my description of me being away from where i am...
ppl can be addictive when u knw them for quiet a while.. but met a bunch of entertainment channels in themselves... who i
know for maybe 120 hrs in my total life.. maybe a few had a lil less and a few a lil more... they changed the definition of u
being addicted to frnds...
for sometime during my trip there.. i just sat staring.. at these entertainment channels...
to start the description about ppl..
whom did i meet..
a grizzly bear, palli.. who definetly didnt look like one... , bittin seeemed to be a hobby.. for another.. and not to
mention ph.d's in certain spheres of life... or some degree which was even more greater than ph.d's... i recieved so called
enlightment.. which is still hard for me to digest... a lovely looking valentine... who was more like i cud play with a lil
doggie... gola.. which was more like a golam of fire... high impact.. person.. her sweet adorable sis... a physics bujji..
who cud explain physics to any physics hater like something they love for ex: for me football... a tintumol.. who luked real
cute..and oh ye.. my sweetheart from school.. who is mere skin n bones.. food seemed to be allergic :P
so the thing wat i enjoyed the most of being there was not tat i got to see places.. but being with this obnoxiously
different crowd.. and see them move around...
SO the thing was this bunch of ppl considered thier office more like a place where u go when ur bored.. me in there was like
a kid in a playground.. there was a massage chair which cramped my legs.. and made me tickle... there was free food where
ever you looked...most of all free 'Melody chocos' he he.. i just luv it.. and the rest of the free stuff.. most importantly
the a portion of the floor was decorated with foot ball clubs posters.. and all those stuff.. :O how cool is tat .. working
in between things we luv unlike me who has to stare at a computer.. even when im not even looking or thinking bout wats in
front me.. and i do tat coz the scenery around me aint tat gud... old bald headed ppl starting at Black n green screeen.. not
a single gud lukin person to mouthlook at .. anyway never mind tat...
so the point is.. the office is a play ground.. they even have fluffy bathtowels.. which i didnt get to see :( crap..
so we spend the day there.. and i made my own lunch..which was a total disaster... the water in the maggie was way too more..
i had to strain the water out.. and my sandwich tasted like burnt bread... crap.. im bad at makin even a maggie sigh..
anyway but then hershey's chocolate came to my rescue.... actually no.. i ate his sandwich..being with this bunch teaches u
never to be prim n proper .. nice na.. n they even didnt stop me from singing in my forg voice hehe... n i fell in luv with
the juicie butter and sugar potion
.. after all hershey's chocolate.. made it.wat cud ye expect.. but he promised me chocolate sandwich.. but there was no
chocolate in sight.. :'( next time for sure i need chocolate.....
so i had my lovely lunch... and walked with my left overs to the wash room which i didnt knw where... ok never mind i
understood my brain so hideous tat it didnt knw the difference b\w right and left...:P
So then moving on to the bestest part of being there...
was hershey's treasure hunt and lovely lukin valentine's bday\valentine's special time...
so on saturday... we went go-carting and laser blah.. stuff...so before tat the plan was yet to be laid..
the thing is these ppl r very spotaneous u knw... no plans.. no timelines.. just instinct.. which is nice... rather than
feeling ur stuck in a boarding school with timings to eat\sleep\live..
and the best part of being them is.. the brain works in one way... but they go in the totally opposite directions.. and guess
wat.. tat must be total chaos in normal circumstances. but somehow both thier brains n person meet someplace which i dont knw
where.. and the end result= total too much fun...by the way my school sweetheart is more of mommy\HR department package
hehe... and palli joins the club.. very easily...they kept doin the plannings.so miss.hr dept., miss.valentine and me go to
this place called inorbit to get the phone.. 'inorbit' sounds more like jetsons world... :P .hr dept did all the talking..
and told me there was a couch... i totally didnt want to even stand coz i was all sleepy ....eepy.. so clumsy as i was .. i
was sleepin in a mall... instead of muthluking . well there werent many to be honesy...on a couch in front of the LCD plasma
screens.....and we were back.. im sleepy now... where am i now?? so many details to be specified.. its too much for me to put
down re..
ok main events of saturday..
i went go-carting.. got out of it without any damage at all to myself. in one piece.. being the accident prone one.. and
getting out without any injuries.. awesome re..and then....we went for the paint balling thing...instead of paint it was
lazer.....no comments on tat though...
this i have to say though.. once the treasure hunt was done.. and the 5233 was in somebody's hand...expression priceless...
valentine's\bday party gal.: luked real nice in black.. chocolate smothered face...almost tearie eyes... oh.. god it was nice..re...
im sleepy rite now.. wud luv to... write more.. and my head s gone blank so no use will write later.. when my brain is back..
but i knw this i miss..
1. grizzly: fur, and imitating funny accents
2. Hershey's: everday during lunch i miss those butter n sugar juicie.. sandwiches. rt now.. a boat can sail in my mouth...
3. i hated physics coz i never understood.. wish i cud study or atleast think of it again.. n i miss the guy who can coz u to luv the subject
4. i miss playin doggie.. with my valentine...
5. i cant ask questions to tintumol :(
6. gola's bubbliness.. her mom's fud.. fish fry specially.. n ye her gr8 danes.. who i wudnt want to get close to for the fear of being eaten by them... scooby doo ..shud be before them...
7. not being able to eat hr's brains in person...
and oh ye.. how cud i forget this part.. i met this human who cud'nt differnciate..aah nevermind.. anyway everlasting impression..... n unforgettable expression.. im human therez only so much i can take..
ok one thing i dont have to miss.. coz the palliness\balliness.. is at reachable distance lol...
I miss being there... :( but ye.. therez always another time.. so till my brain continues to wrk its so long from me to me...
never had so much fun...been
and a new word just entered my vocabulary "WEEKEND HANGOVER"
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