Goldilocks reinvented

I am goin to tell you the story of Goldilocks.. in a very differnt way...
and Goldilocks grew up .. she kinda had her wirings redone u knw so that she would'nt mess herself up .. u knw not get lost stuff n all .. and when it was she turned out to be one messed up... person... though she didnt realize it.. or that even if she realized it she didnt acknowledge it...
When she was a kid.. if she got lost by accident.. because of her loose wirings.. decided to get lost on purpose....
So in the wild woods.. wandering.... all by herself.....
Well wandering by herself.. was considered hideousity by ppl . .. ALone in the woods..
but the woods was interesting.. it was filled to new stuff to discover, every turn had a whole new world opeing... the colors were different and the sky held so much beauty to discover yet...
and she found this clearing in the woods.. a one in which the butterflies flocked ... a whole to be exact.. and u cud stare at it all day long and nobody would interrupt in between...
it was haven... and again she kept discovering many more interesting things...
she realised that she was not the only person out there.. once while wandering she met one of the teddy bears.. and with them was this red-indian.. with a strange indian stuff all over...
who invited her to the POW WOW, very Indian.. but Goldilocks had it mind that she would never go to anyplace like tat.. because her pappa had told her never to enter unknown territories..
But since
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to be continued

b4n

Its nice meeting people but when they leave its hard...
I mean i.e only when those people become more than people to you, they become your friends..
u knw the ones who shows up when u need them.. who can keep ur head in equilibrium when ur goin nuts.. the one u can say anything to .. and knw they'd understand.. and specially when ur kinda sstuck being with urself forever.. more like I,Me, Myself.. and these ppl barge in by accident.. to me.. and u find these lil diamonds in the crap that u r .. and then u keep them.. enjoy those lil things.. and then somebody shows up saying its thiers.. and u ve gotto give them back.. and u fell lousy... or maybe ,,, ye whatever..

U knw.. if ever seen.. wild thornberries.. in one of the episodes... one kid in it says.. in our language therez no word for bye.. the only thing we say is
"see you later/soon"
So keeping that in mind.. gotto be cheerful. you knw u ll meet em soon.. and maybe thats where destiny calls them.. but u can meet em..
I mean hope is wat keeps the human race going...
So though one wud make new frnds... the old ones can never be replaced..
they d still have thier place..
always there to reclaim :)

So for now adios, seinarra.. later.. .

lost in some world .. searching for answers, reaching crossroads and not knowing where to turn...but I know it when i see it ill know.. .. that s the answer.. :)
Its a nice thing about life i guess, each phase new challenges to over come... and maybe for now.. u r in a mess... but then i've heard tat my grandma used to say "if there is a night there surely is day" and i guess its the hope for the day... the joy tat the light will come and u will be able to see is what makes u want to move on in life.. and not want to stay in the same place forever.. every day is going to be different... something new is waiting..
But the wait sucks big time.. but ye... its the wait.. tat makes u a person... i guess.. so long time from now when u look back.. u r the person u rcoz u made those choices.. the choices to stay strong during the wait....

Loosin my religion /:)

well friday again... got wrk.. but just coz its friday im doin nothin.. PRODUCTIVE..
so wazz new .... I dont knw.. all of a sudden my brain just went blank.. not tat it z always full... atleast there was something..
was thinkin of this lil thing u knw "if u have somethin in mind u gotto say it"
mmmh.. im very bad at.. it .. if i ve got somethin in mind i expect the other person to read my mind.. so i guess the basic thing bout bein around me is u gotto learn to read my mind lol i donno..
na.... i think i knw when to open my mouth i guess... i kinda a believe wat is for me will come to me no matter wat i do... ye u gotto do wat u gotto .. but there are time you really don knw wat to do...
so lay back realx.. i m not sure if tats the best thing to resort to.. well atleast for now i gotto stay like tat...

some lyrics i kinda liked a lot

That's me in the corner
That's me in the spotlight
Losing my religion
Trying to keep up with you
And I don't know if I can do it
Oh no I've said too much
I haven't said enough

bein a free bird .. can coz ppl to think or rather made me think...
a frnd asked me whether i go to church coz i want to or is it just coz i've done it all my life.. and i ansered.. its coz ive done it all my life... i donno wat made me say it...mmh maybe, i was too dumbfounded by the person lol...but that aint the truth
its coz i want to.. go... coz i think its important.. why is it important...
well many reasons..
I dont think tat all tat we see came just by evolving... there had to be some kinda life to evolve from... and its certain to me.. tat, there somebody who cared for the whole world/universe.....
and goin to church is just an act of sayin hi.. to him.. givin the best i have to him... the first day of the week.. sayin... tks...sayin i remeber u... and i believe he is my father and so.. just doin the duty of a daughter i guess.. not tat is very great.. but i knw.. dad's always luks at his kids.. with love.. so because of it...