Wednesday, February 17, 2010

not being where i am :D

well .. where do i start.. my head was gettin all cramped with clutter so i wanted to get away from things i know of being me

the usual...
n i thought n thought n thought..
wat comes up in my head nothing.. coz my head had a major breakdown...so on normal basis .. for rebooting of my brain i bug

this frnd of mine .. who pushed my bag off the desk in kindergarden... apparently i didnt feel i could repay her enough for

wat she did to me in kindergarden... thru the phone.. so i decided to go to her place and then eat her brain.. which seem

more appeasing to me at that time...

scenario: my brain crashed -> rebooting was hard thru the telephone -> so went to repay my frnd in person.

being the brainy tat i was i forgot to take my brain to help the rebooting process...
but then gettin there made me realize id need a new brain...
anyway the process was fun..

so this is my description of me being away from where i am...
ppl can be addictive when u knw them for quiet a while.. but met a bunch of entertainment channels in themselves... who i

know for maybe 120 hrs in my total life.. maybe a few had a lil less and a few a lil more... they changed the definition of u

being addicted to frnds...

for sometime during my trip there.. i just sat staring.. at these entertainment channels...
to start the description about ppl..
whom did i meet..
a grizzly bear, palli.. who definetly didnt look like one... , bittin seeemed to be a hobby.. for another.. and not to

mention ph.d's in certain spheres of life... or some degree which was even more greater than ph.d's... i recieved so called

enlightment.. which is still hard for me to digest... a lovely looking valentine... who was more like i cud play with a lil

doggie... gola.. which was more like a golam of fire... high impact.. person.. her sweet adorable sis... a physics bujji..

who cud explain physics to any physics hater like something they love for ex: for me football... a tintumol.. who luked real

cute..and oh ye.. my sweetheart from school.. who is mere skin n bones.. food seemed to be allergic :P

so the thing wat i enjoyed the most of being there was not tat i got to see places.. but being with this obnoxiously

different crowd.. and see them move around...


SO the thing was this bunch of ppl considered thier office more like a place where u go when ur bored.. me in there was like

a kid in a playground.. there was a massage chair which cramped my legs.. and made me tickle... there was free food where

ever you looked...most of all free 'Melody chocos' he he.. i just luv it.. and the rest of the free stuff.. most importantly

the a portion of the floor was decorated with foot ball clubs posters.. and all those stuff.. :O how cool is tat .. working

in between things we luv unlike me who has to stare at a computer.. even when im not even looking or thinking bout wats in

front me.. and i do tat coz the scenery around me aint tat gud... old bald headed ppl starting at Black n green screeen.. not

a single gud lukin person to mouthlook at .. anyway never mind tat...
so the point is.. the office is a play ground.. they even have fluffy bathtowels.. which i didnt get to see :( crap..
so we spend the day there.. and i made my own lunch..which was a total disaster... the water in the maggie was way too more..

i had to strain the water out.. and my sandwich tasted like burnt bread... crap.. im bad at makin even a maggie sigh..
anyway but then hershey's chocolate came to my rescue.... actually no.. i ate his sandwich..being with this bunch teaches u

never to be prim n proper .. nice na.. n they even didnt stop me from singing in my forg voice hehe... n i fell in luv with

the juicie butter and sugar potion
.. after all hershey's chocolate.. made it.wat cud ye expect.. but he promised me chocolate sandwich.. but there was no

chocolate in sight.. :'( next time for sure i need chocolate.....
so i had my lovely lunch... and walked with my left overs to the wash room which i didnt knw where... ok never mind i

understood my brain so hideous tat it didnt knw the difference b\w right and left...:P

So then moving on to the bestest part of being there...
was hershey's treasure hunt and lovely lukin valentine's bday\valentine's special time...
so on saturday... we went go-carting and laser blah.. stuff...so before tat the plan was yet to be laid..
the thing is these ppl r very spotaneous u knw... no plans.. no timelines.. just instinct.. which is nice... rather than

feeling ur stuck in a boarding school with timings to eat\sleep\live..
and the best part of being them is.. the brain works in one way... but they go in the totally opposite directions.. and guess

wat.. tat must be total chaos in normal circumstances. but somehow both thier brains n person meet someplace which i dont knw

where.. and the end result= total too much fun...by the way my school sweetheart is more of mommy\HR department package

hehe... and palli joins the club.. very easily...they kept doin the plannings.so miss.hr dept., miss.valentine and me go to

this place called inorbit to get the phone.. 'inorbit' sounds more like jetsons world... :P .hr dept did all the talking..

and told me there was a couch... i totally didnt want to even stand coz i was all sleepy ....eepy.. so clumsy as i was .. i

was sleepin in a mall... instead of muthluking . well there werent many to be honesy...on a couch in front of the LCD plasma

screens.....and we were back.. im sleepy now... where am i now?? so many details to be specified.. its too much for me to put

down re..

ok main events of saturday..

i went go-carting.. got out of it without any damage at all to myself. in one piece.. being the accident prone one.. and

getting out without any injuries.. awesome re..and then....we went for the paint balling thing...instead of paint it was

lazer.....no comments on tat though...
this i have to say though.. once the treasure hunt was done.. and the 5233 was in somebody's hand...expression priceless...
valentine's\bday party gal.: luked real nice in black.. chocolate smothered face...almost tearie eyes... oh.. god it was nice..re...
im sleepy rite now.. wud luv to... write more.. and my head s gone blank so no use will write later.. when my brain is back..
but i knw this i miss..

1. grizzly: fur, and imitating funny accents
2. Hershey's: everday during lunch i miss those butter n sugar juicie.. sandwiches. rt now.. a boat can sail in my mouth...
3. i hated physics coz i never understood.. wish i cud study or atleast think of it again.. n i miss the guy who can coz u to luv the subject
4. i miss playin doggie.. with my valentine...
5. i cant ask questions to tintumol :(
6. gola's bubbliness.. her mom's fud.. fish fry specially.. n ye her gr8 danes.. who i wudnt want to get close to for the fear of being eaten by them... scooby doo ..shud be before them...
7. not being able to eat hr's brains in person...

and oh ye.. how cud i forget this part.. i met this human who cud'nt differnciate..aah nevermind.. anyway everlasting impression..... n unforgettable expression.. im human therez only so much i can take..

ok one thing i dont have to miss.. coz the palliness\balliness.. is at reachable distance lol...

I miss being there... :( but ye.. therez always another time.. so till my brain continues to wrk its so long from me to me...
never had so much fun...been
and a new word just entered my vocabulary "WEEKEND HANGOVER"

Thursday, January 21, 2010

my hand's shaking........
my heart skips a beat
I cant focus, i cant speak

Wednesday, January 20, 2010

Mekadatu...

Well to start off Mekadatu is 90 kms off B'lore.... whats there to see or do. you can wade through the Sangam to the other side.. walk 4 kms or use the luxurious bus service to see these craftily crafted rocks.. with a lil pools of stagnant water in between and hear the mighty rush of the water coming thru...

With a vague idea of what to expect there, 6 lazy sleepy and 1 excited soul were off to Mekadatu... which means "goat's leap" at 7 am i.e... not seeing that part of the day in ages I realized next we plan an outing it will be only after 10 am .... My eyes were dropping off and with no food in our stomachs nor our bags we were off....

Since we all were hungry we were about to stop by this small restaurant just as we left blore... but then one of us was like .. on Mysore road there are better restaurants we'd have from there..
unfortunately the so called Mysore road never came.. and so did, no restaurants... so we turned out to become the hungry souls ..

On our arrival we could see many "Caution Boards" erected in memory of loved ones who visited the place and never returned back...
3 Golden rUles as to when you are visiting
1. Always listen to the Locals
2. Don't leave your group.. no wandering to the unknown.
3. There are crocodiles....so look out for uneven surfaces...
Since we didn't want to freak ourselves out.. we decided to do the reading once we were back... which may not be a good idea.. coz knowledge is wealth rite :)
anyway there were these nice little... tea shops as we reached there.... where we feasted on omelets .. which was the only available form of food and of course biscuits...
so please carry enough food and water on trips.. another golden rule here...

On crossing the sangam like i said 4km walk or luxurious bus...
things to remember when on bus.. 40 bucks is what 2 side trips cost... the possibilities of you getting bruises on board is about 75% which would of course require a tetanus.. if you have any kind of back problems "DO NOT SIT" ... if you do enjoy caterpillar rides ... siting is fine...
and proly when ur out of the bus ... ur bones would be shaky that .. ppl might think ur an official break dancer.. just an FYI...

On reaching there... the scenery is awesome.. to see those magnificently carved rocks..
and the sun's rays falling on each lil hill,and as time goes by the rays keep advancing... trees which give this autumn look... and the noise of the water gushing through....
the expression on people's face is quiet something... they look bewildered at times...seeing such a beautiful site... the rocks look they were polished by waves.. i know it sound wired .. but looking at them tats what i felt...
therez this lil cave like place there.. the rocks are cool .. and shades u well from the sun.. u feel like cuddling in there.. it s pretty decent if ud ask me...
any place is a beauty to those who know to appreciate it ;)
Oh ye and the grey black rocks around us... after sometime it may look to u as if ur on a rock world..

Spending time there is fun, specially when your with good people.. and of course its a nice place for photo shoots he he... ye u can pose as if u were carrying a boulder etc..

oh by the way .. pls carry your soft drinks... if your not very keen on allowing the local vendors to have a 200% profit on a bottle of slice.. and the walk will really get u dehydrating.. unless your gonna be there early morning...

later for now... :)

Tuesday, December 15, 2009

Goldilocks reinvented

I am goin to tell you the story of Goldilocks.. in a very differnt way...
and Goldilocks grew up .. she kinda had her wirings redone u knw so that she would'nt mess herself up .. u knw not get lost stuff n all .. and when it was she turned out to be one messed up... person... though she didnt realize it.. or that even if she realized it she didnt acknowledge it...
When she was a kid.. if she got lost by accident.. because of her loose wirings.. decided to get lost on purpose....
So in the wild woods.. wandering.... all by herself.....
Well wandering by herself.. was considered hideousity by ppl . .. ALone in the woods..
but the woods was interesting.. it was filled to new stuff to discover, every turn had a whole new world opeing... the colors were different and the sky held so much beauty to discover yet...
and she found this clearing in the woods.. a one in which the butterflies flocked ... a whole to be exact.. and u cud stare at it all day long and nobody would interrupt in between...
it was haven... and again she kept discovering many more interesting things...
she realised that she was not the only person out there.. once while wandering she met one of the teddy bears.. and with them was this red-indian.. with a strange indian stuff all over...
who invited her to the POW WOW, very Indian.. but Goldilocks had it mind that she would never go to anyplace like tat.. because her pappa had told her never to enter unknown territories..
But since
....
to be continued

b4n

Its nice meeting people but when they leave its hard...
I mean i.e only when those people become more than people to you, they become your friends..
u knw the ones who shows up when u need them.. who can keep ur head in equilibrium when ur goin nuts.. the one u can say anything to .. and knw they'd understand.. and specially when ur kinda sstuck being with urself forever.. more like I,Me, Myself.. and these ppl barge in by accident.. to me.. and u find these lil diamonds in the crap that u r .. and then u keep them.. enjoy those lil things.. and then somebody shows up saying its thiers.. and u ve gotto give them back.. and u fell lousy... or maybe ,,, ye whatever..

U knw.. if ever seen.. wild thornberries.. in one of the episodes... one kid in it says.. in our language therez no word for bye.. the only thing we say is
"see you later/soon"
So keeping that in mind.. gotto be cheerful. you knw u ll meet em soon.. and maybe thats where destiny calls them.. but u can meet em..
I mean hope is wat keeps the human race going...
So though one wud make new frnds... the old ones can never be replaced..
they d still have thier place..
always there to reclaim :)

So for now adios, seinarra.. later.. .

Saturday, December 5, 2009

lost in some world .. searching for answers, reaching crossroads and not knowing where to turn...but I know it when i see it ill know.. .. that s the answer.. :)
Its a nice thing about life i guess, each phase new challenges to over come... and maybe for now.. u r in a mess... but then i've heard tat my grandma used to say "if there is a night there surely is day" and i guess its the hope for the day... the joy tat the light will come and u will be able to see is what makes u want to move on in life.. and not want to stay in the same place forever.. every day is going to be different... something new is waiting..
But the wait sucks big time.. but ye... its the wait.. tat makes u a person... i guess.. so long time from now when u look back.. u r the person u rcoz u made those choices.. the choices to stay strong during the wait....

Friday, December 4, 2009

Loosin my religion /:)

well friday again... got wrk.. but just coz its friday im doin nothin.. PRODUCTIVE..
so wazz new .... I dont knw.. all of a sudden my brain just went blank.. not tat it z always full... atleast there was something..
was thinkin of this lil thing u knw "if u have somethin in mind u gotto say it"
mmmh.. im very bad at.. it .. if i ve got somethin in mind i expect the other person to read my mind.. so i guess the basic thing bout bein around me is u gotto learn to read my mind lol i donno..
na.... i think i knw when to open my mouth i guess... i kinda a believe wat is for me will come to me no matter wat i do... ye u gotto do wat u gotto .. but there are time you really don knw wat to do...
so lay back realx.. i m not sure if tats the best thing to resort to.. well atleast for now i gotto stay like tat...

some lyrics i kinda liked a lot

That's me in the corner
That's me in the spotlight
Losing my religion
Trying to keep up with you
And I don't know if I can do it
Oh no I've said too much
I haven't said enough

bein a free bird .. can coz ppl to think or rather made me think...
a frnd asked me whether i go to church coz i want to or is it just coz i've done it all my life.. and i ansered.. its coz ive done it all my life... i donno wat made me say it...mmh maybe, i was too dumbfounded by the person lol...but that aint the truth
its coz i want to.. go... coz i think its important.. why is it important...
well many reasons..
I dont think tat all tat we see came just by evolving... there had to be some kinda life to evolve from... and its certain to me.. tat, there somebody who cared for the whole world/universe.....
and goin to church is just an act of sayin hi.. to him.. givin the best i have to him... the first day of the week.. sayin... tks...sayin i remeber u... and i believe he is my father and so.. just doin the duty of a daughter i guess.. not tat is very great.. but i knw.. dad's always luks at his kids.. with love.. so because of it...