Saturday, November 24, 2012

Rain

Why is that I don't hear you anymore?
My heart and soul seems void of the music you once sang
I look out the window, searching the same landscape
To find a trace of black, a glimpse of you

But all I see, a clean slate
Do you not see how I long to immerse, in the showers, of the elixir of life
Does your ears not hear my heart throb, to hear those drops immersing into the earth

I remember those days drenched in you
Walking down the streets, splashing puddles
As though the years went back in time
A cover so meaningless then

A whimper it might be to you, joy to me
Come back again next year
I'll be waiting for that time to drench in your snivels
Ironic how a whimper meets joy

Walls to tear down

Do you know I stand behind these walls
Waiting for the doors to be flung open
To the day of liberation, from bonds unseen
Trapped within four walls built by human hand
Weary as they might be, still strong to build bonds

What am I waiting for??
I have hands, bare as they might be
I still can pull one stone a time
To crumble those walls, that between me and the light
One word still was needed to spark the will to pull down.

Why dependent on a voice for help, to break the spell
The one inside, the soul unlocked is mightier than anything else
I will pull them down, walls
With bare hands for the will that rests has awakened

Rhythm of life

Awakened by warmth
Let down by love
The heart still sways to the sound of music
It still alightens to the slightest of sounds
Though down in the dust
Beaten by the wind
The soul still longs
The heart still thirsts for the rhythm of the beat

Hidden in the chime of the wind
Naked as the fluttering bird
Every movement awakens the rhythm of life

Beauty awakened at the sway of stems,
To the beat of the wind
Every inch of being moving towards the rhythm of life
Sound, music, rhythm, they all resound life
The joy they possess

To the one who's heart is attentive
To the one who could never be beaten.

Green


The transition condescending on me,
The fact it wasn't a city no more
I waded into the heart of green
Feeling cheerfulness in a way I had not recognized before 
The hills greeted one with glorious majesty.
And the green soothened the eyes 
Fields of paddy so green as far as the eye could see, 
melted the melancholy of the soul
The lone crane carrying the pride of ownership of the lands
Reminded one of the respect held for an ecosystem 
Life so light yet so full
Greeted me with a symphony from of old..

And all that in me resounded home.

Trans and Cry


The sky fell into a trans..
Clouds turned into a dark trail of outbursts of cries from of old
The lightning came not as the gift of light, but that of fury from up above
Thunder resounded the mistakes of old aloud 
All one could do is stand and watch
This too shall pass, a voice was heard looking like a rainbow 
A voice that could not calm the rage
But truly brought reason into outrage 
And when it did pass and the stillness of nature hailed 
One could just not wonder
Was the rage of nature worth waiting for?
It still remains beyond comprehension why again one awaits the arrival of the thunder storm 
just to see the rainbow

Thursday, November 22, 2012

Sense it seems



Sense seems so far away, when rationality leaves
Life seems so unmistakable when all is well
And then the days come tumbling down and nights seem distant
And all is you see is the shadow of light fleeting away, in the distance of life gone by
Time heals they say, but the audacity of words kill
It seems to me so hard, to comprehend the tenderness once possessed
can be turned into a fiery grave

Don't awaken the hurts of life by faded memories,
The very essence of happiness they once gave can tear you apart for the love you hold
Is that memory dear as you think it is or is just the shadow which lingers
Closed by deary nights
Hope they never pass away.

Monday, November 12, 2012

Unfinished :)


It was as though I had come a long way from what I called  civilization, its funny how everything in life is relative, words, thoughts etc. I just realized everything I know, things to be are all just relative.
Seated at the window seat on a bus bound home, I stared in awe outside the window, with my heart leaping with joy for the beauty my eyes beheld. A new found love to the place I was born birthed in me. I had quiet forgotten how beautiful this place was, I guess I was too involved with hustle and bustle of life I forgot for a very long time in life to stare, to stare at the beauty which this place offered.
The trees looked like they had been here forever, grandfather trees is what I would  call them, so tall that they block the heavy rays of the sun and all that could be seen and felt was the subtle warming rays, there was so much green, so much soothing balm to the eyes as well as any heart bruised by the pain and hurts of the city.
The water just flowed next to them, it was neither a river or a lake, it couldn't be called a brook either, the name was too sophisticated. It was just soothing balm flowing through a land which needed none, colorless but sparkling and flowing to a land that might need them, for them who would need the elixir of life. I saw the fields in a distance, like most poets say the paddy they were swaying in the gentle breeze of the morning. They swayed centuries ago, still swaying and will always sway to the rhythm of the wind. All that my mind could comprehend was those effortless, carefree days of my childhood when green was all I knew, beauty was all that I saw, tender warmth and affection was all I felt, when life was not a dread of routine but of enjoying the simple pleasures of life, of being with two faces who manifested love in my life. Wherever they are or whatever they are doing somehow I felt they were happy when my heart leapt at the sight of beauty and they realized that the time we spent together could be never lost.
The sight of houses marveled by imagination, they were neither villas or bungalows but they possessed a radiance even though just bricks something I had not seen in ages, I saw neatly washed clothes out to dry, life not that bashful but softness wrapped around. I just couldn't get my mind to understand how did I miss all this.
Out the window I saw a lone hill in the distance, the hill as such not visible because they were covered with trees and boulders, reminding one the majesty this land possessed. I felt the hill like giants, who midgets hide under their shadow, this hill somehow hid rather a lot of us from blazing heat so that it was just enough to enjoy the soothing shadow.
From the land of malls, all I found here were a small room with the bare necessities and strangely it puzzled me how did anyone could survive without variety in life, but the strangest fact was people do survive, I did but then it wasn't survival it was the celebration of life and contentment